Jee lene do mujhko

jo azaad hu aaj....

to udne do mujhko....

jo chal rahi h ye hawa.....

isme ghulne do mujhko......

janta hu mai ki kuch nahi h ye.....

par jo sukoon h aaj....

use jee lene do mujhko....

mai chala hu jab se....

ruka hu kai jagah....

mili jo yadein h....

unhi samatene do mujhko....

jo azaad hu aaj.....

to udne do mujhko....

jo chal rahi h ye hawa..

isme ghulne do mujhko....

Ek Deedar

Tera chehra jo nazar aaya hai
zindagi ki dhop hui chaya hai
badla badla hai sab kuch
lagta h jaise zindagi ko fir se paya hai

tum aate ho to ek muskan aati hai
tumhe dekhkar sanse tham si jaati hai
yeh duniya jaise ruk si jaati hai
ye aankhe khushi se bhar jaati hai

kehna to chahta hu bhut kuch
par kuch keh pata nahi
dil se to nikalta hai sab kuch
par zaban par aa pata nahi

sochta hu ki kab hoga deedar tera
in nazaro mai samayega aks tera
dhundhta hu bahane tumse milne k
tumse milna hi jaise sapna h mera

Determinism OR Randomness

Determinism is the doctrine or belief that everything, including every human act, is caused by something and that there is no real free will while randomness tells us that nothing happens for a reason. Determinism connects the past with present and then lead one towards the future while for randomness there is no connection between anything, everything is happening randomly. This creates two groups of peoples. One who believe in determinism and other who follows randomness.Determinism is believed to be a old study while new trends follow randomness.

Now the question is on which category do I fall? For last six months I have been analyzing my past life. I counted all events which occurred there & I found something interesting. I found links between the events. One event occurred because of other even after a gap of 2 or 3 years. What I learned from the previous event was useful to some other event while there was no connection between them. What are these links or connections all about? I found one answer " Everything Happens For a Reason". I must mention something from my recent past.

I was in B.E. final year when I was organizing two events in the technical fest of my college. One of the two events required computers for it and other needed question papers. While we were assembling the computers at the venue of the event, I started playing a game on a computer. I was so involved in the game that I did'nt notice that there was no power & the computer was getting power from UPS. I played the game for almost half hour & then someone told me that there was no power, I turned off the computer. This is what happened during the first event. Now in second event, question papers were to be published just a day before the event but due to some problem we were unable to do so. So on the day of event we had to publish the papers. But when we were taking out the prints of the papers, there was a paper cut & some papers were left to be printed. Somehow we arranged a laptop running on its battery but then the main problem raised. It was about printer. How to supply power to the printer? When we were thinking about it, the computer on which I was played the game came to my mind & then its ups which was having a battery backup of more than half hour. We brought that ups and took prints of the rest papers.

Here it can be seen that the thing happened in the previous event helped me to get rid of the problem in second event. So, I believe in Determinism. "Everything happens for a reason".

What do you think?

आज फिर

कुछ यु आज हल्की सी मुस्कान है आई

आज फिर वैसी ही मस्ती है छाई

बहुत दिनों बाद हुआ है ये अहसास कि

कुछ अच्हा शायद ये ज़िन्दगी है लायी

आज फिर हवा कुछ कहने लगी है

धुप मे भी ठंडक होने लगी है

आसमा फिर हंसने लगा है

और धरती मुस्कुरानी लगी है

नया तो कुछ हुआ भी नहीं

फिर ये दुनिया लग रही नयी नयी

शायद थोड़ी सी सोच है बदली

की ज़िन्दगी को देखने की नज़र है बदली

लगता तो है मुझको येही

सोच हो जैसी जिंदगी है वैसी

बस मेहसूस करो हर पल खुशी

ये ज़िन्दगी रहेगी सदा मुस्‍कुराती हुई

Badalti Zindagi....

yaadein un palon ki

man ko yu moh leti

ki yaad karte huye unhe

barse in naino se moti

sab kuch to h yehan fir bhi

ye zindagi waisi na rahi

ab bhi sath hanste h sabhi

par kisi ki muskurahat waisi na rahi

kabhi baithte sath sath

sabhi bant te the khushi

par ab jo karte hain baat

to bas shikayton bhari.

kabhi taaron ki chaon main

chalti thi antakshari

ab tv, pc , mobile se

kisi ko fursat nahi

kyu ye zindagi aise h badli

ki hansta nahi ab koi bhi

muskurate to hain sabhi

par sath liye pareshani koi

Tanhaa Rahein

hua h ye aaj kya yehan
kyu h ye man vyakul itna
manjil bhi h wahi aur rahen bhi
fir bhi sab kuch h bikhra bikhra

chala tha jaha se halke halke
lagta tha jaise pahuchunga falak pe
par kya hua ye beech raah mein
ki paya h khud ko usi shruaat pe

kyu ab manzil ruthi si lagti h
ki ye duniya bhi khali khali si lagti h
bheed mai bhi baithe to
sabse badi mushkil ye tanhai lagti h

yu to badla nahi h kuch bhi
fir bhi h ye zindagi badali badali
sochta hu ab to har pal yehi
ki kya hogi ab kahani meri

The Pain

my heart is saying all this
y did i begin it
no end & no consequences
nw i'll hv to face it

i tried a lot to tell u
but u never understand
wat i really want is u
and the rest story is sad

the day u entered my life
u were on my every way
the day u left my life
i lost my every way

u dnt want to c me
still i can c u
u dnt want to hear me
still i can hear u

to hv u was my dream
but nw its just a dream
tried a lot to forget it
things arnd alwaz lead to it